am I nervous or is it the caffein? ..

I don't know, what it is, but I cannot sleep...

It is 2:30 am. I have an important meeting tomorrow. I will sign the contract to my first very own apartment. You know about that and you have seen the pictures.

Now, reality is hitting me hard I lay in my bed. Awaaaaake!!!
I am not getting my head to rest. nervous...

Or is it the 1l ( qr. gallon) Coke I drank?
Anyways.

My Day was great... had some other troubles. It was cold and I checked in my old dorm... Since I moved back to my mum's, I'm feeling down more often.

Nothing is cheering me up, really. But then out of nowhere I hear this noise and Im feeling good again.

Strange how massages on my phone can cheer me up or hit in my face...
160 signs or less and my mood is sky rocketing or trashing into dark.

Depending on whose Name is on top of the message.

On my top list today:

- naaah you don't get names ;) - Its a secret

Well now I try again to sleep.
Go Nick! *cheer*
From the roof to the tower you got some lion power! *cheer*
Well, power is the exact opposite of what I need now!

Cheers and good night!
Love,
Nick